London Letters
From 2004
I’ve had many intuitive experiences in my life but the one that I’m going through now tops any experience I’ve ever had. I’ve had many challenges for about a year and a half. I used to be in a better place. When I was 39, everything shifted. I was disrupted on every level: health, relationship, money, job, and home. What preceded this was interesting. I had stopped writing a word. Nothing would come…not even a journal entry. Everything in my intuition told me to leave Martha’s Vineyard and return to North Carolina. I spent my 40th year going from Dr. to Dr. They helped me some but were baffled by my condition. After being drained on every level, I became quiet and was told what I needed to take to make me stronger. It was like being in a cocoon. I couldn’t attract any work and when I did I was too sick to make it through. I listened and slowly I’ve been able to make a healing process.
The other miracle came in the form of dreams. I had started to write poems and stories in my bed, but I had no direction. Then one night last summer I started to have dreams specifically directing me to compose a screenplay. I thought, a screenplay? The novella I was writing…yes, that would make a great screenplay. The work channeled through me. Two friends encouraged my journey. I asked, now what? More dreams followed instructing me where to submit. I thought I was crazy but submitted to Triggerstreet.com. I am still on the path to finding the outcome of this experience. I’ve submitted my first script to a competition thanks to another writer on the site who showed up like an angel! I have rewritten my first two scripts and am working on my third. I am still having dreams guiding me and now, and rather than be silent, I can’t stop writing!
I was told I had a positive cancer biopsy in Albany in 2004. I had lost everything I had worked for because I had been misdiagnosed since 2000. I was told I was nuts. I have had some unfeeling doctors…and I have been blessed with four doctors/surgeons who saved me. They cut out 30 tumors, endometriosis damage, my female organs, and cysts. Suffice it to say…no babies will ever be born to me…but the cancer cells reversed because of prayer and holistic medicine.
I channeled poetry and sent it to London. I gave from my heart because I had been inspired to write, create, and reach out to others when my health and prospects failed.
I have learned that in spite of whatever we are dealt, we are not alone.
Blessings and peace on April 11th. My parents were married 68 years ago in Maryland. I like to think of them madly in love and fleeing New York…
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